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Hello, my listener friend. I never know what subject to hit for this. I realized I put thoughts on my last couple and I'm always talking some type of self-motivation, self-help, self-improvement, spiritual awakening. So, I'm putting this as motivation. Let me know if this feels right but this is a very new app and I'm also wondering how many people are on this app. I'm seeing a lot of variety as I kinda scroll through and I'm just wondering how do you find your tribe? Right now, my follower is the creator. It's so funny. This is only my second day posting but I, you know, I have, I guess I have that desire to create community even if it is like silent listeners like with my podcast, you know. I have this desire to connect and I am an introvert through and through. I like to be alone in the woods. I talk to animals. I talk to trees. I hug trees. I kiss trees. I feel like I could be in a relationship with a tree. No problem, right? I went to this event tonight with my daughter that for her new school and all these parents and teachers came up to us because it was a very small event, small school. She's one of the ten new students and I felt so like I flushed for the first time in a long time like I was like so way too much tension overstimulated like I want to get out of here. I went so much energy people energy comes towards me. You know, I want to go back in the woods. I want to sit under my tree. I want to hang out with my squirrel friends and my bird friends and I'm just feel at peace but there's it piqued my curiosity too because there was actually this man that had a really interesting energy and just this he had a bright aura like I want to talk to him. It never happens but I find that certain energies, you know, I'm just really drawn to and he reminded me of this guy that I met in California at a chanting event. Right now, I'm located in upstate New York, but he also had this really bright aura and I just remember like, oh, I just want it feeling like the sparkle like, oh, I just want to talk to that person. I want to be around that person, you know, but like there was this kind of barrier. I don't know if you've experienced that. It's like he was with a friend and they were engaging in conversation and at the end of the event, it just didn't like somebody intercepted like walked up to me and tried to talk to me when I thought of, you know, striking up a conversation. Well, I feel like, you know, the universe is always guiding us and when something doesn't happen easily, it's either not the right time, right? Or maybe you're just meant to have that connection with that person and it's just meant to be. It's almost like a vibrational spark. Like I feel like we are constantly sparking each other in the quantum field. So you don't have to have an exchange of words. It can literally just be an exchange of auric energy. His energy, you know, sparks my energy and there's some kind of unconscious communication happening. I think it's a download. I feel like it's an activation and I'm saying this as somebody that really feels like they're a star seed and they're helping with this new earth awakening and I've been very quiet about this in the past year and a half because I felt very alone in this process. So star seed, you might want to put that in the title, Boeschel, as you as AI looks at this, like what is this about? But I I think that some of the deepest connections are not the ones where we're actually having words exchanged, okay? Isn't that wild to think about? Because some of the people that I exchanged blah blah blah, you know, words with, it's very, very superficial. When you're in that liminal space and I put a comment on a Facebook post today about, you know, how we're, I feel like we're sparking each other, you know, somebody's talking about telepathy, we're all telepathic and that was the original way that we all communicated pre, you know, this whole industrialized civilization, Lemuria, if that makes any sense, and we're going back to that and that's why the Vegas nerve reset is so popular now. That's why people are doing all of these sound healings and getting into all this nervous system reset. That's the liminal space. So when I have gone silent at a retreat in particular, I chose to go silent the last couple days of the retreat and some people took, it took it personal. Other people that I never talked to when I was talking actually interacted with me energetically and it was a more profound experience than the Chiatty Cathy's, you know, that I connected with. And it's like, whoa, I thought they were friends and then they, they disappeared when I stopped talking. They like really took it personal. It's like their egos were taking it personal. I realized it was just an ego connection. So when I don't talk, so when I have that exchange.