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Life can come with a lot of lessons and some of them you wish you wouldn't have to have learned. You might even baffle yourself by the actual choice that you made to receive or if you even received this lesson. I went on a journey, a journey that I planned for a while and it was going to be something I had never done before and that I felt like it was a time, a certain time in my life where I could do something that could change, take another path, try a new environment, leave the state, try something new and I did that and let me just say, you got to plan accordingly because when you're dealing with individuals and others, you can never put your trust and dependency on one fully because when you do that, you leave yourself to their will and their commands or to just them in general being the very reason why you probably shouldn't have done this. It also shows me that you have yourself and that's what you have to remember. But don't be that person that allows someone else to feel what I'm feeling right now. You better do better. Teach them how to treat you. If you don't, well, they'll eat you. That kind of rhymed, but it really happens in that way. And they may seem different, but I know better. Because if the world is true, or if it's myself, then why? Why am I having this very discussion right now and trying to mend myself so I can get back on the go? Learn to treat yourself better than anyone ever would and let them know your worth. Because if you don't, you'll never be understood.